If I were to give you the highlights of my year it'd go like this;
- Got my drum kit
- Imagine Dragons concert
- Finished Freshman year
- Summer camp 2014
- Monumentour (Paramore and Fall Out Boy concert)
- Dislocated my knee (Okay, I know this is a bad one but it was a big part of my year)
- Started drum lessons
- Started Sophomore year
- New Found Glory concert
- Losing almost 30 pounds
- Annual Christmas Pops symphony
Although those are all bigger events that really made a impact on me this year, its all the little moments those things are made up of.the multitude of bad days seem so little in comparison to joyful little things I adore.
This is not the "highlights" of my year, the big things that happened, but all the things I think of and appreciate the most;
- Finally having the opportunity to play drums.
- Yelling the words of the song "Amsterdam" at the Imagine Dragons show
- Ending off my first good school year in a long time
- Laughing with my friends
- Discovering Raising Canes (the best food ever)
- Nice and funny snapchats from a friend at twelve o'clock at night after I got back from the E.R. (when I dislocated my knee)
- Singing "Mr.Sandman" in the camp talent show with close friends of mine (We totally rocked it btw)
- Pranking boys at camp
- Getting a red-lipstick-confidence-you-go-girl-pep-talk in the camp bathroom
- Getting so close to God I decided to dedicate my life to him through Baptism
- Learning a lot about drums and myself (See)
- Playing a beat then crashing both cymbals at the end of it for the first time (The most empowering thing)
- Building up even better relationships with some of my friends
- Rocked the heck out at my first pop punk concert (Hopefully crowd surfing will be in next years post ;D )
- Loved myself and my body so much I decide that it was time I treated it right
- Fit into a size 8 dress! (My goal since forever)
- Stared up at the stars and talked about life for hours with two great friends
- Laughed till I cried over dumb stuff (www.target.com/beauty) (Really hope the person that knows that joke will see this)
- Improved on decreasing my internet addiction
- Wrote poetry I am very proud of.
- Made it through a full year without my depression coming back.
- Got help for ADHD, something I've struggled with for a long time.
In 2012 I looked back at the year and said "Wow, this year changed my life", I did the same in 2013, and am doing the same this year, 2014. I've decided what better goal in life than to look back every year and say "This year changed my life". It's so important to change, don't let life be boring. If 2015 turns my world upside down and gives me much heart ache, I know in the end I'll look back and know that it improved me and I learned from it. If 2015 is the greatest year of my life thus far, I'll look back and think of all the wonderful life changing moments and find how I can take those memories and put more of them in my life. No matter how this next year turns out, I'll change, I'll improve, but I sure hope I look back and say 2015 was the year that changed my life.